1. |
Prelude To An End
02:12
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2. |
Everlasting Lethargy
09:00
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In this empty world
full of nothingness
I gaze into the space
and I feel only pain
I'm beset by a sense of sadness
I feel so anxious
I feel faint
I fall down
just like my last hope
and my dreams crumble away
Please.. I need..
I need you..
At least for a moment
I want to bring back my past to life
I want to live through my memories again!
I don't want to wake up
again
And come down to earth
to live this agony
again
I don't want to hear your lies
one more time
I don't want to feel me alone
anymore..with you by my side
I don't want to live this life
one day more...
Emptiness.. go away!
Memories.. get out of my mind!
I can't take it anymore!
I don't want to wake up
again
And come down to earth
to live this agony
again
I don't want to hear your lies
one more time
I don't want to feel me alone
anymore..with you by my side
I don't want to live this life
one day more...
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Your dreams are destined to break
And your hopes will never see the light
Every promise is..a lie
No-one will be by your side
when your tears begin to fall from your eyes.
Every feeling you feel
is another mistake that you will regret
Nothing lasts forever..Nothing!
Finally..I see the light
what a wonderful sky..
I can feel the wind
caressing my skin
and the sun burning my eyes
I realize only now..
I was buried alive by my own fears
I was too weak..to let you go..
I was too scared..to give up on you.
I no longer want to live my life
hoping for something unreal
wasting my time..suffering.
I don't need your lies!
I don't want to look into your eyes
and see the emptiness you have inside.
I'm no longer blinded by your darkness
Now I see the light..I alive!
You cannot hurt me anymore..
You're just the shadow of my past!
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4. |
Melanchomania
06:59
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I fix the time
It passes so slowly
I appear at the window
but I can't see anything through...
I hear the wind whispers your name,
And the rain covers my face.
You're not coming back
It's so cold without you
Without your embrace
And now...Just close my eyes...
My universe collapse
I can't go on
with your lovely reflection
engraved in my memories
I already knew
that I wouldn't
have had you forever.
But it would have been better
not to know that.
Rivers of melancholy
are flowing from my
lifeless eyes.
Deep paths come to life
on my forgotten body.
Just want to close my eyes
one more time...
but for the rest of my life.
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5. |
Cleithrophobia
08:18
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A sweet sound delights me
it's just a whisper..
from so far away
But I can recognize this voice
You are calling me
You want me to come to you
You want me near you
I follow the sweet notes
of your voice
I feel your presence
ever closer
each step, you are louder
each step is faster
my heart is exploding
I can't see anything
it's so dark here
I'm scared..you are not here
I can't hear you anymore
I can't feel you anymore
This feeling
I've already felt this
This sensation of being oppressed
by the emptiness
Looking for something you know
you will never find
You are calling me, again
You want me to come to you
You want me near you
I just feel the cold walls
I'm trapped..but not alone
Madness..you're on my side
Daydreams..my light
Madness.. Don't leave me!
it's so dark here
I'm scared..scared to death
I'm locked..with my memories
my memories..my worst enemies!
I have no escape! I have no way out!
Please.. just take me away..
Please.. help me!
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6. |
Longing My Life Away
07:14
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This is not me.
This is not
the life I wanted.
I want to go back
to the surface
Take a look
Look here
Only rivers of blood
on my wrists
Only pieces of pane
in my hands
I want to disappear
I want to lose myself
I've already lost
my happiness
Every part
of my skin
it's a fragment
of the moments
I've spent
with you
Every scar
reminds me
of the emotions
I've felt
with you
Take a look
Look at me
Only darkness
around me
Only cold
on my skin.
I want to disappear
I want to lose myself
I've already lost
my happiness
I want to see
the light again
and feel
the rays
of sunshine
caressing my skin
again.
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7. |
Cyclothymia
06:34
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A sense of glow embraces me
in this endless ocean..
an ocean where my dreams
my desires see the light
It's a black rain
on the skin,
it's cutting through me
to fall ashore...
dirty and without pulse
showing my role
on this Earth that dies.
I want to devour and savor
every corner of this place
every piece of this sky
every moment of this paradise.
i want to be blinded
by this light
that I have found
thanks to you
i see the lifeblood
with the eyes
of the undead
cursing that day
when i met humanity:
empty pieces of flesh
disgusting and stirring my senses...
thanks to you
It's so peaceful
My mind flies away
No regrets, no remorse
No worries, no anger
Only joy, adorable memories
sweet moments..of happiness
Here.. I no longer feel that I'm lost
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8. |
Self-Deception
09:42
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Have you ever imagined
a day of serenity?
Have you ever imagined
to live your life
for the first time?
Ceasing to hide yourself
behind a mask
of what you want to be
but you are not.
Have you ever stop to think,
how would be a life
without lies,
without worries..?
Maybe i can feel it
when i remember the day
that one
when i saw in your eyes
that you were there
not for going away
but only to stay
and now tell me..
why didn't you come before?
this is all what i needed
since the first time
i have thought about it.
You have to stop me
if you are here
but maybe you are not so real.
I'm doing it again..
keep on thinking that
you're still the one
you once were.
Going back to being the one
I used to be with you.
Failing to leave
that memory of us.
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9. |
No Way Out(ro)
02:29
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